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| 11:12pm 30/05/2006 |
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well, i never update, but i'm updating now to say that I really won't update at all here. if you guys want to know what's going on with me call me or check my myspace blog. i really don't talk about my personal life their either, so it's best to talk to me. a call or an IM. I'll keep this on just so i could ask questions on opera singers whenever in need to, besides that, it's of no use to me. anywho, yeah..that's it
IM: contessazuly
-zuly |
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| 08:47pm 20/02/2006 |
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the Questioner
Test finished! |
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.
"I am affectionate and skeptical"
Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.
How to Get Along with Me
- Be direct and clear.
- Listen to me carefully.
- Don't judge me for my anxiety.
- Work things through with me.
- Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
- Laugh and make jokes with me.
- Gently push me toward new experiences.
- Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
What I Like About Being a Six
- being committed and faithful to family and friends
- being responsible and hardworking
- being compassionate toward others
- having intellect and wit
- being a nonconformist
- confronting danger bravely
- being direct and assertive
What's Hard About Being a Six
- the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
- procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
- fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
- exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
- wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
- being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations
Sixes as Children Often
- are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
- are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
- form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
- look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
- are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent
Sixes as Parents
- are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
- are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
- worry more than most that their children will get hurt
- sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CY
Would you rather have chosen:
AY (EIGHT)
BY (FOUR)
CX (TWO)
CZ (ONE) |
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My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 0% on ABC |
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You scored higher than 57% on XYZ |
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| 09:29pm 16/02/2006 |
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Opera:
Roles (that you sing) : 3rd Lady in the Magic Flute.
Roles (that you could potentially sing many many years from now): Princess Eboli (Don Carlos), Dalila ( Samson et Dalila), Azucena ( Il Trovatore), Amneris ( Aida), Maybe Carmen.
Aria (to sing right now): O Mio Fernando, Habanera, Mon coeur
Female singers (5)
--Christa Ludwig
--Dolora Zajick
--Grace Bumbry
--Giulietta Simionato
--Leontyne Price
Male singers (5)
--Franco Corelli
--Dmitri Hvorostovsky
--Thomas Allen
-- JB
--Placido Domingo
Lied(er)
Anything my Wolf.
some things by Schubert.
Opera composer: Verdi, Bizet, Puccini, Menotti
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Least favorite opera: Fille du Regiment is uber boring.
Least favorite role (that you see looming in your future): Dorabella. I don't think i'll be too upset about it though. I'd be raging if i have to be Baba the Turk from the Rake's Progress.
Least favorite aria (To listen to): BOTH queen of the night arias. it makes me want to claw my eyes out.
Least favorite aria (To sing): Must the winter, berta's aria from barber, Che faro and any other pants role aria.
Least favorite composer: Handel
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Recommend an opera recording: Dolora Zajick. The Art of the Dramatic Mezzo Soprano. She rules!
Recommend a recital album:Tatiana Troyanos. her last recital before she died. |
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| *sigh* X post from myspace blog |
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| 12:15am 13/12/2005 |
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i find it interesting that people can be lured to believe anything so easily. made believe they hate or love something when in reality they don't even know how they feel. i include myself in this every so often. luckily i have found my identity and personality.i know what i stand for and for the most part, i know what i feel. maybe one day you'll find yourself.
i will pray that it be soon.
it's a luscious mix of words and tricks that let us bet when you know we should fold |
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| 07:43pm 30/10/2005 |
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i post here and i use the blog on my space. i use that one more, so if you care to know more about my happenings, check it out.
HERE! |
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| 11:58pm 28/10/2005 |
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mood:  lonely music: it's a hit- rilo kiley
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i sit here and i know there's something missing in my life. maybe i shouldn't get so worked up over you. i can't help it. simply because i won't find anyone else like you, ever and it sucks that now that i did there isn't much to be done. oh yeah,...and that whole i don't know if you feel the same thing gets in the way. it's too early for this. keyword, slow. i tend to obssess over the good things. it's been a while and the last one SUCKED. he's still around and i have to deal with it because he's like a grease stain on my life. he's not gonna go away. i hope he sees this. maybe he'll get it. probably not. *sigh*
it's so ironic. the people that i don't want needing me do, and the people that i want to need me, don't need me as much as i would like. why do i want people needing me? i suppose i just want to be loved and not the kind that you post on your friends lj/myspace so that everyone can see. I want the kind that genuinely cares. I want the kind that never goes away and gets stronger with time. I want to be able to openly feel and not be ashamed about it. I want to feel and not think i'm gonna be taken advantage of. i want to feel like my insides aren't turning into dust as we speak. music and singing and being wrapped up in my career can only do so much for this. It's not enough. I think i'm following troop with the lovely nicko. I'm lonely. wow..i finally admitted that. I never admit anything. not because i'm pridelful, but because i don't want to be weak. I associate feelings with being weak. I don't know why. *sigh*
hopefully you do something for me. I'll wait. I always will. I'm not gonna let you go too easily because you're something worth my time and effort....I hope. |
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| thank God for Coldplay |
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| 05:14pm 27/10/2005 |
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Come on, oh my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
If I, if I'd only waited
I'd not be stuck here in this hole.
Come here, oh my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
And I swear I waited and waited,
I've got to get out of this hole
But time is on your side
It's on your side now
Not pushing you down and all around
It's no cause for concern
Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
I know I'm dead on the surface
But I'm screaming underneath
And time is on your side
It's on your side now
Not pushing you down and all around
It's no cause for concern
Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And I'm on my way back down again
Stood on a bridge, tied to a noose
Sick to the stomach
You can say what you mean
But it won't change a thing
I'm sick of the secrets
Stood on the edge
Tied to a noose
You came along
And you cut me loose
You came along
And you cut me loose
You came along
And you cut me loose |
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| 07:25pm 23/10/2005 |
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there's trouble a brewin'
and we'll all be ok :) |
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| 11:07pm 16/10/2005 |
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| You Failed the US Citizenship Test | 
Oops, you only got 5 out of 10 right! |
| Your Brain's Pattern | 
Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.
Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...
But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.
You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. |
| Your Birthdate: October 11 | 
Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist.
You work well with people because you know how to use persuasion rather than force.
There is a strong spiritual side to your nature, and you may have intuitive qualities inherent in your make up, too.
You are very aware and sensitive, though often temperamental.
Although you have a good mind and you are very analytical, you may not be comfortable in the business world.
You are definitely creative and this influence tends to make you more of a dreamer than a doer. |
| Your Personality Profile | 
You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.
You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper! |
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| October 15th 2005 |
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| 02:57pm 16/10/2005 |
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interesting times last night...
why interesting? you ask..
well, a lot went down. i handled my share fairly well.
i love you both. just know you can talk to me and it'll stay between me and you and i will give advice if you'd like, but i won't take a side. :)
contrary to popular belief, poplife isn't as bad as it seems. after the awful band, the dj was playing music. it's was great. Emilie, Jose, Betsy, Ravenna, Bryan and Brian can let you know too. we all were groovin'. :)
I didn't get drunk. I didn't even get tipsy. explain that one to me.
thank the Lord for Gina's intervention.
i need to get my martini shaker and my smirnoff bottle from kinnard.
i'm glad everyone was there. it showed me who can hang. :)
must call emilie and tell her that i couldn't make it to her party. :(
early this morning i was in the hospital with my baby neice. she's ok now, but she was pretty sick earlier.
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| hey guys |
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| 11:43am 15/10/2005 |
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for those of you that are wondering where the letter series went, i thought it deserved it's own blog
La Contessa Series |
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| Woah |
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| 07:59pm 28/09/2005 |
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so apparently EVERYONE at school had a fit today. Mostly in the corner. I think the problem is that some are self proclaimed bitches and can either take the same kind of treatment or can't. We all laugh at eachother's expense and think feelings aren't being hurt. It really needs to stop. like...now. We've lost respect for eachother and to the point that we've lost treating our teachers with respect. we need to start practicing the idea of treat others as you would like to be treated. I mean, even i did. I actually spoke to a certain someone and was nice and listened. let's get passed this. And those that want to keep being mean and negative all the time, can..on their own. by their lonesome. who's with me? |
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| 07:44pm 24/09/2005 |
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i always feel like i'm 10 steps behind everyone. i know i shouldn't feel that way, so i guess that's why i don't entertain that thought too much.
so it seems like mr. miller doesn't hate me at all. actually, he thinks i'm good. that remedies the situation a little bit.
i had a good time w/ ravenna today. we're so gonna go study at fiu every saturday.
i ordered some business cards. ravenna helped me. they are gonna be delicious.
my birthday is in 3 weeks. i want to go to poplife, but i wonder if i can get the hook up and go somewhere better. hmmm...let's see. must ask my sister about the time share....
must call mac so i can do my make up that night..
must practice driving around...
must work on being a better human being... i find myself holding my tongue with most people because i can point things out that to them that they don't see. but then i think, i'm not perfect and theyy can probably do the same to me. I also get scared that they'll get really mad at me and i'll ruin a friendship because of it. so then i say nothing...i wonder,...am i doing the right thing?
OMG I NEED A JOB!
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| 06:26pm 23/09/2005 |
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i've made my decision.
i should practice what i preach.
my whole situation i'm distressed over,...i'm gonna give it to God. leave it to Him to take care of it and work on my technique.
good times tonight. :) |
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| 07:21pm 17/09/2005 |
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| Your Hidden Talent | 
You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers. |
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| Me and my Lord |
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| 09:08pm 14/09/2005 |
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mood:  aggravated music: fix you- coldplay
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forgive me for being responsible and a hardworker because of what i believe.
forgive me for bending over backwards to get to where i want to get because i LOVE it.
forgive me for getting things done and not just to prove it or rub it in anyone's face..... just so that i can say i worked for what i got. it wasn't magically handed to me.
If it were, it would be worth nothing.
I want the stains of my blood, sweat and tears all over my success.
That's the only way i'll have it.
And if i'm favored or respected for it, so be it. if I'm not so be it also.
All i want is God's favor. It's the only one that matters. |
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| 11:13pm 09/09/2005 |
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i lost 2 dress sizes!
thank ya! |
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| this semester's repertoire |
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| 11:29pm 08/09/2005 |
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-Seguidilla from Carmen
-Va! laisse couler mes larmes! from Werther
-O thou that tellest good tidings to zion! from the messia
-Mondnacht by Brahms
-L'Invito by Rossini from Serate Musicali
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recital music for next semester
beethoven 9th
opera (hopefully)
o ma lyre immortelle
Il vecchiotto cerca moglie- from barber of seville
fun! |
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| musings of V and Z |
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| 10:29pm 07/09/2005 |
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ContessaZuly [10:20 PM]: i replied
QueenlyV [10:21 PM]: to what?
ContessaZuly [10:21 PM]: your lj, duh!
QueenlyV [10:22 PM]: oh ok
QueenlyV [10:22 PM]: sweet :)
QueenlyV [10:23 PM]: hahaha
QueenlyV [10:23 PM]: you're right
QueenlyV [10:24 PM]: mr. miller is NOT the center of the universe...Mr. Buchman is
ContessaZuly [10:24 PM]: HECK TO THE MOTHER F'IN YES!
QueenlyV [10:24 PM]: hahaha
ContessaZuly [10:26 PM]: that's it...this is going on my LJ
QueenlyV [10:27 PM]: lol
ContessaZuly [10:28 PM]: watch b to the uchman find it and comment and say GOTCHA, BITCH!
QueenlyV [10:29 PM]: lmao |
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| with the help of vanessa... |
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| 09:24pm 07/09/2005 |
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mood:  content music: erik satie
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after much contemplation and seeing the commercial like 5 times today...
why can't Chachi aka JC ride ME like a Ford?
<3
zuly
p.s. they don't serve pad THAI noodles in chinese restaurants. only in japanese and thai. just to clarify
now, life is good. |
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